you know i sit and watch most of my friends live out some parts of life i wish i could. then i take a second look and see what they had to sacrafice to enjoy that lifestyle. i mean yes on the outside it seems like they living it up, on their own, having fun and making their own rules. but ontop of all that, their responsibility level has to be through the roof, more people to answer to and more "green" leaving their hands.
funny thing is, i seem to always envy instead of being thankful. dont get me wrong i thank God everyday for allowing me to breathe, walk, talk, sleep, skip, hump, all the good things that happens daily. but some part of me wants more.
have you ever set back and wondered, since im doing all this for others and slowly transformig, when can i see the rewards I DESIRE instead of the rewards i NEED? it sounds crazy and ungrateful i know but truly its not, its just a lust for lifes treasures.
p.s. patience is everything but envy is a BITCH
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