my bestie Martika tells me i need to stop smoking. i agree but its difficult when thats the only thing that covers my fears/problems. see the truth of the matter is, i have no one in my house to talk to. its just me and my mom and she always sleep or at work. so that leaves me with tons of problems that i might not know how to get out of so the easiest thing to do is blow it away.
one big problem is my heart missing deraneka francis. for some reason i cant stop thinking of her. when we was together, i didnt really appreciate her but now that were apart i cant stop thinking of ways to make her happy. the only problem is i feel she is wayyy better off without me. i mean she is smart and hardworking and someone like me will do nothing but tare her down. and that is not my main priority. well tonight i will find out how my heart feels. we are meeting up to talk so i will let yall know how it went.
p.s use your heart when it comes to happiness,,,your mind will have you miserable
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